For myself, just for me.

I would like to be selfish and ignorant,
Not understanding, nor correct.
Let everyone go to hell
if they cannot understand and protect.
Impossible to explain my intentions (specially if never asked)
Why such expectations from me,
when others go scot free?
Why should I care?
Why am I forced to care?
To be polite, to be there?
Why can't I just let go?
Why won't I be allowed to?
I want love for myself, solely my own.
Nothing stolen, not a loan.
Let me know if I deserve it God.
Let me know if I can have yours and if you call me your own.